Tuesday, March 22, 2011

The Greatest Gift

Read slow and examine yourself...

"Love...
  is paitient
  is kind
  does not envy
  does not boast
  is not proud
  does not behave rudely
  does not seek its own
  is not easily angered
  thinks no evil (keeps no record of wrongs)
  does not rejoice in iniquity
  rejoices in the truth
  bears all things
  believes all things
  hopes all things
  endures all things.
  Love...never...fails"
              1 Corinthians 13:4-8

20 minutes ago I told my wife that I loved her...then I read this section of Scripture...then I repented for lying to my wife.  The absolute only way to have true love is by the fruit of the Holy Spirit in my life.  Without Him I have no hope.

Monday, March 14, 2011

The Wilderness

"But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God."  1 Corinthians 2:10

A man tops out on a low hill overlooking a vast expanse of wilderness.  His own belief has brought him this far, but now he sees into a world that surpasses his own understanding.  He looks out in fearful anticipation of trudging into the wilderness after the Voice that calls him, "Deeper, deeper."  He has nothing with him; no pack, no food, no water, nothing to weigh him down in his journey - all were left at the end of belief. 

A constant stirring of Wind keeps his senses alert.  He knows that with each step into the wilderness he gets closer to the Voice of the One who seeks him.  There are no enemies in the wilderness, but he is aware of a terrible Danger.  Yet from deep within the Danger, overshadowing Danger itself, there seems to be a tremendous Longing that consumes all that he is.  "Fear the Danger," says the Voice, "But do not shy away from it; for its Longing is greater than its Danger."

Many have come to this point and turned back, wearied by the vastness and not wanting to leave their things behind to seek the expanses of Uncertainty.  With each step the Voice on the wind seems closer, drawing him.  His desire is to get lost in the wilderness because he knows that is where the Voice resides.  Not far off there is a River leading into the beginning of rougher terrain; mountains of which he can see no Summit.  He can't explain it, but the River seems to be flowing in both directions.  He is drawn by the Voice to the River.  "Be washed, drink deep, and continue on."

The terrain is rough, yet his foot always seems to fall solidly.  Whenever he looks away from the horizon, he can see out of the corner of his eye what seems to be light from a magnificent Fire.  But when he looks up, he sees only the Rising Sun, somewhat obstructed by thunderous clouds.  It is as if the Fire is diverting the direct vision of his eye because it cannot be directly taken in, and so diverts the eye to the Sun.  Even the the Wind directs him, "Follow the River to the Sun, through the mountains and into the thunder."  With each step Danger increases, as does Longing.   

Many have been called, but few have continued on once a they've glimpsed the vast Uncertainty of the wilderness.  Many believe in the Lord; few have gone beyond belief to search His heart.  The Voice is calling, the Way is clear, and a River of Life is the reward.  Seek Him, you seekers.  One requirement remains: whatever you brought with you to the end of belief must be left  behind.  There are no hindrances here; no burdens; no concerns.  Step out of your own belief and into the Heart of the wilderness.


Monday, March 7, 2011

A Thundering Silence

"...be quick to listen, slow to speak..."  James 1:19 

In order to speak we must be silent.  This thought sounds a little like John Moore's quote, "In order to dream we must wake up."  I have a tremendous desire to speak the word of God into peoples' lives to bring healing and purpose.  The problem is that my desire to speak often overshadows my desire for the word of the Lord - I want to be heard; I want to make my opinion known to others. 

I am praying and seeking the Lord for the humility to be relieved of the burden to be heard.  As I was praying and repenting for that this morning He clearly answered, "In order to speak you must be silent."  My commission is to seek His voice, not a place to speak it.  When His voice becomes clear, the place to speak it will also become clear.  I cannot reverse the way of things and find a place to speak but have no word to say.  That's when John Paul gets loud rather than the voice of God.  Not good business.

Lately, in the humbling of John Paul (answer to prayer), I've been prone to tears.  That's right, call me Nancy if you like - I can't help it!  These are not tears of joy or tears of sadness; they are tears of silence.  God has been rendering me speechless because He wants a turn in the conversation.  I can say that it has been some of the best times in God's presence that I've had.  I've had several of my friends ask me if I was ok, "You seem quiet; is something wrong?"  Yes and no.  "How are you?"  Wrecked and wonderful. 

We think of a prophet as a man who speaks the word of God - he is identified by what he says.  But a true prophet is a man who has first listened to the Silence.  We see only the words, but we do not see the hours, days spent in silence before the Throne.  In the days to come, the pure and unhindered word of the Lord will go out from His prophets.  But those true prophets will be men who are accustomed to silence; men who seek the thunderings from the Throne, even hating the sound of their own voice.   

"Then I said, 'I will not make mention of Him, nor speak anymore in His name.' But His word was in my heart like a burning fire shut up in my bones; I was weary of holding it back, and I could not." Jeremiah 20:9

Friday, March 4, 2011

Do Not Castrate the Gospel

 "...but there are some who trouble you and want to pervert the gospel of Christ."  Galatians 1:7

A few months ago, my Dad gave me the gift that keeps on taking...a bloodless castrater.  That's right.  What a cool guy, huh?  It was originally intended for use in men's ministry.  I'll let your mind wander into what that message to men could be.  But lately, the castrater has been in my mind often.  I even carry it with me in the house so that it is in view. 

The Spirit has been saying, "Do not castrate the gospel."  What is a castrated gospel? 

1.  Castration removes the ability for reproduction.  Have you ever played that game where one person whispers something, and the secret travels around the room and the last person states what they heard?  Usually it's not even in the same language as it was in the beginning.  Without knowing the Spirit and Nature of God firsthand, we'll be "tossed back and forth by every wind of doctrine" (Ephesians 14:4), unable to reproduce an effective and true gospel, as it was in the beginning.  We must know the Source.

2.  Castration enables a horse/bull to be ridden.  A castrated gospel has had its power removed so that it can be "ridden".  The gospel we often teach is "palatable" or acceptable to the world.  Therefore the true gospel is not reproduced and we get only pieces and parts (denominations).  Can you ride the gospel in your own strength?  Do you even have need of the Holy Spirit?

3.  A castrated gospel considers safety.  If you've ever hunted deer before, you know that the best time to get a big buck is during the "rut", or mating season.  During this time, the deer care about 1 thing only - reproduce.  Safety is not considered.  But if you were to castrate a deer, this rut would not happen.  No balls, no rut.  Safety is again considered and no reproduction occurs.  In the same way, the most common direction we give to our children is "be safe".  Jesus never said this to anyone.  Never.  But we drill it so far into each others' heads that it is our first consideration.  We need to get back in the "rut".  Yes, there will be deaths, but the Spring will bring about new life. 

An un-castrated gospel comes only from the revelation of Jesus Christ (see Galatians 1:12).  Lord, reveal Yourself to us so that we may live a pure, un-castrated gospel.  "This is not a time for Hobbits!"